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Wednesday 30 June 2010

1944 April

April.  "A wilderness of destruction". Hard to like the Americans, boastful, chewing, tactless. Ken Hunt with elbow smashed at Anzio. Battle exercise on the Thames. Victory over utility suits. Glorious weather.

Saturday, April 1st
              A very cold day and double summer time to-morrow, which will not make it any warmer in the mornings.
              The Ukraine front has collapsed and the German commentators speak of disorganization and separated columns retreating independently. Rumania has been invaded and foothills of the Carpathians reached and Soviet troops within 14 miles of Czech border.

1944 March

March. Anzio beach head. Long tailed tits on Downs. German rockets. "When will it start? Margaret Sheehan depressed.

Thursday, March 2nd
              Anzio beachhead battle goes on. Germans have launched another big attack on it. How long can we go on in this confined space piled up with stores and guns?

1944 February

February. Visit to the Henley American Club. Military interests versus preservation of art: discuss. Jam ration 1 lb a month. Air offensive "beyond dimensions of anything yet seen".

Saturday, Feb 5th
              Excellent news from the hitherto silent Russian front in the Ukraine. Ten German divisions encircled as at Stalingrad and can now only be supplied by air…. The Russians are getting near the base line from which Hitler started on his 1941 offensive.

1944 - January

January. "There shall be no night." In the barn at Nettlebed. Vests a disgrace. Americans visit school. Katyn massacre. What the London barrage does when it really tries.
Tuesday, Jan 4th
              Up in London for New Year’s Day. Place full of American soldiers, airmen and a few sailors. More than I have ever seen. Leave before the battle begins.
              Saw a fine play, There Shall Be No Night, by Robert Sherwood, with two American actors, Alfred Lunt and Lynn Fontaine.

Friday 25 June 2010

1943 November-December

November-December.  London visit. Churchill, Stalin, Roosevelt meet. Presents problem. Meat ration for Christmas dinner. Speculating on price of victory.

Tuesday, Nov 2nd
              The conference in Moscow has come to an end and various declarations of policy. Italy to be helped to restore a democratic government, Austria to be restored, war criminals to be handed over to the countries where crimes committed.

1943 August-October

August-October. Victory is certain.  School brains trust.  Giving blood.  Bulbs in short supply.  No heating.

Monday, Aug 16th
              The evening air is filled with the thunder of our bombers each night and the air battle against western Germany goes on.

1943 June-July

June-July. Difficult de Gaulle. Cyclists' paradise. Ardour  for war diminishing. No fruit and nasty bread. Love drama in Henley. Musso goes.

Monday, June 7th
               Timothy down and said Ruhr dams breached by self-propelling mines…. Surprizing amount collected in Wings for Victory week. School collected between 6 and 7 hundred pounds – much greater amount than last year.

1943 April-May

 April-May. Boarding school. Church bells again. Ruhr dams.

Thursday, April 1st
              Splendid news from Africa….. Rommel pulled out of the Mareth defences to save himself from being cut off. Rommel may make a last stand at Bizerta, but his chances of getting much out of there were less than those of the British at Dunkirk. Hope so!

Monday 21 June 2010

1943 March

March. Manoeuvres at HGS. Horse dung. Gives you the horrors. Fred Andersen from the desert.

Monday, March 8th
              At home we have had big manoeuvres, an attacking force running from South to North. They reached Henley on Friday and turned up at the school on Sunday morning just as I was having a morning in bed. They were engineers and quite decent people. They camouflaged their lorries, dug pits, and then lounged about while dinner was cooked. Hilary was enchanted and watched them all day, receiving a packet of army biscuits in exchange. They contained one bad hat who drank half a bottle of my sherry and pinched some soap, a towel, matches and some lettuces! However, on the whole we did not lose very much – no hens for instance.

Sunday, March 14th
              Hilary was out very late last night, did not come back ill 8.15. When asked where he had been said, “Collecting horses’ business.”
              Some very heavy raids on Essen with terrific explosions, acres of devastation. The accounts of the pilots give you the horrors. How any human beings can survive such hells I cannot imagine. The bomber pilots too go on for week after week and must, one would think, lose their nerve in the end. They do in many cases, and while still young become old.

Monday, March 22nd
              Churchill and Hitler both spoke yesterday. Hitler made a short speech in a very subdued and colourless voice so unlike his usual style that some people said it was not him at all. Churchill spoke for nearly an hour with great emphasis and fire. He covered a lot of ground and spoke chiefly of post-war problems in international and home affairs. He was not able to go into any detail and was in some respects consequently rather vague. However he did say: “I can imagine that some time next year – but it may well be the year after – we might beat Hitler, by which I mean beat him and his powers of evil into death, dust and ashes.” Within some world body he suggested a community of Europe made into a really effective League with all the strongest forces concerned woven into its texture. All the main branches of the European family must some day be partners in it.
Sunday, March 28th
              Just got a letter from Fred Anderson, sent out to N. Africa at four days notice. “So far I have not contracted malaria, cholera, jippy tummy, dhobi itch, typhus, venereal disease, bubonic plague or any of the other contagions of the East. There are lots of oranges and lemons, eggs, oceans of wine, with plenty of dates and figs.”

1943 February

February. Len called up. German defeat at Stalingrad. London full of Americans. Bomb kills Aunt Nelly, Nora's narrow escape in Reading raid. "This formidable general." 
 
Tuesday, Feb 2nd
              Len Hayes, caretaker and stoker, has been called up in Home Guard, but shall try to appeal for him as only man now left [at Grammar School]. Report that when European offensive begins England will be denuded of regular troops and left to care of Home Guard.

1943 January

January. The tide has turned. Systematic extermination of Jews and Poles. Shoes. The Bazooka. Hilary learns to read. R.A.F. interrupts Goering. 

Friday, Jan 1st
             Two years ago it was question of holding out and managing to survive somehow..... But in 1942, though a year of disasters, saw also the turn of the tide.

1942 December

December. Beveridge report. "Soon nothing to buy". Deja vu: drabness of war. Rabbit standard for Christmas dinner. Conscientious objector to tea.

Thursday, Dec 3rd
A Ministry of Food "austerity" Christmas pudding containing gravy browning mixed with cold tea or coffee! Sir William Beveridge's report of Social Security out. meeting on the whole with favourable reception.

Thursday 17 June 2010

1942 November

November. Smell of violent death. Victory at Alamein. Visitor from occupied France. All these victories. De Gaulle. New  drug saves lives.
 
Monday, Nov 2nd
              Reading a book, Post D, an account of the London blitz....The Borough of Chelsea refused to prop up a basement post because if it collapsed the borough would be held responsible, but offered £7-10-0 towards private burial of wardens!

1942 October

October. Miss Shehan puts drunken Yanks in their place. Army demonstration at HGS. Musical emotion in Reading. Germans' last stand at Stalingrad.

Friday, Oct 2nd
              Stalingrad struggle still continues with no spectacular advance by either side. The Germans are said to have 45,000 troops in the city.

Monday 14 June 2010

1942 September

September. Letter to Mr Potter returned to mailer. Coal situation deteriorates. Meat, two veg and pudding at the A.R.P.

Thursday, Sept 17th
              Since last entry went to Stratford on Avon (with M) and saw four plays, then home to preparations for new school year.

1942 August

August: First  4-engined bomber sighted. Dieppe raid. Newspapers in short supply.

Friday, August 14th
              Diary rather neglected owing to visit to Droitwich to sweat in brine baths. Had to stand in corridor all the way until Oxford and could hardly turn round. People determined to travel at Bank Holiday despite appeals. In Midlands coincided with Birmingham holiday week so everything in buses impossible.

1942 July

July. "Utility" crockery. Americans in Henley. Shipping losses outpace new building. HGS performs Twelfth Night.

Friday, July 3rd
Yesterday afternoon a battle developed in  front of Alamein [First Alamein], lasted till evening when the enemy withdrew. It is believed that battle has been renewed. We have air superiority. This morning our positions were intact.  

Saturday 12 June 2010

1942 June

June. Plane crashes near HGS. United Nations of 28. Hammer & sickle flies from Town Hall. Bad news from Libya. Mr Luce from Burma.

Tuesday, June 2nd
              Another shattering raid with 1,000 planes, this time on Essen. I think we’ve got them groggy, as the best answer they could make was to send 50 aircraft to Canterbury for the attack on Cologne....

1942 May

May. Margaret Sheehan goes up to the guns. "God's frozen people." Tom commands travelling workshop. Harsh speech by Churchill. Oh, la, la: Ration books reveal women's age. Miss Daniels in love. 

Saturday, May 2nd
              Margaret Sheehan came in to lunch. Had spent part of her holiday at Cleethorpes near Grimsby where her husband is on AA site. Said that although in Liverpool blitz, she had got out of practice for bombing and felt very windy in Cleethorpes. Her husband all right on gun site where plenty to do in raid, but could not stand or rather lie in bed together waiting for the next bomb to come whistling down, so got up, dressed, and both went up to the guns, where felt better.

1942 April

April. Beer and tobacco tax. Miss Hunter on war outlook. Submarine engine factory raid. Listening to Hitler. Hate training.

Good Friday, April 3rd
              ”I’m going to play Victory Day”, said Hilary this morning; ”that’s a lovely game!”

Easter Sunday, April 5th
              A high wind and dull and cloudy. Hilary brought in a bunch of primroses last night.
              In 1940 attack on Norway began April 9th, in 1941 attack on Yugoslavia and Greece April 6th. Will this week repeat 1940 and 1941 ? Hitler in as much of a hurry as production is rising fast here and in America. What’s to come is still unsure. Said to Nora that always think early in the year that the year be worse than the last. ”Well, it has been so far,” she replied!
              Reading John Buchan’s life and his stories…. About last war curious to read how they drove over roads in Asia Minor quite close to fighting with all their headlights on and no mention of aircraft!
              Very dull lying in bed as now term over no staff to come and visit me. Days very long.

Tuesday, April 7th
           The budget yesterday. Income tax to remain the same, but indirect taxation on entertainment, beer, tobacco, cosmetics to increase. Miss Hunter in yesterday, feels doubtful about the ability to hold in the East, but says if we did not lose heart in 1940 we must not do so now. If the Germans fail now, that is to say in the next six months, they are finished, and they know it.

Sunday, April 19th
              On Friday we made a most daring daylight raid by 12 four-engined bombers on Augsburg in Bavaria. They flew in a tight formation at tree level across France, beating off fighter attacks between the coast and Paris, though with the loss of four of their number. The eight survivors finally left the short-range fighters behind and reached their objective, a factory making diesel engines for submarines, as daylight was fading. At roof height they dropped delayed-action bombs. Of the remaining eight, three were shot down. The five that were left climbed into the gathering dusk and set course for home.
              Yesterday I heard the cuckoo in the orchard and saw the first house martins. On Thursday and Friday night there were sirens and on Friday night there were bombs. Last night more bombs but no sirens!

Saturday, April 25th
              Very severe raids on the Baltic ports of Lubeck and Rostock – at latter a Heinkel aeroplane works. …. They are now getting back what they have done to Coventry, Birmingham and London. 400 tons dropped on Rostock in successive night raids and photographs published of burnt out Lubeck. Necessary, but can hardly feel much elation at this fearful destruction by our Air Force of these ancient Baltic cities.

Sunday, April 26th
              Heard Hitler address Reichstag this p.m. on German wireless followed by a translator in sections – the latter speaking very fast and caught up with the Fuhrer, who was then allowed to come over neat for a bit. Listened for some time to a long histrionic diatribe, then got fed up, but heard on news that Hitler assumed further powers and denounced German judges and civil service, a good sign I thought.
              The Germans starting reprisal raids for Rostock and Lubeck. Last night they raided Bath, damage and casualties severe. I am glad I was not there taking a cure for sciatica!
              Phyllis came in. She has been offered a job in the Foreign Office. I tell her she will not be able to attend the peace conference in….where! Has stories of German raids on coasts, sorties in lonely places, found with their throats cut, etc, and says she has heard these stories from different sources.

Tuesday, April 28th
              Heard a pilot who bombed Rostock last night on wireless say how much he admired German AA gunners who kept firing though surrounded by flames. This in the good tradition and not like the gloating over the damage in which the BBC sometimes indulges in the news.
              Wavell said that the modern soldier should be a cross between a criminal and a cat burglar. Judging from accounts of Army Battle Schools in news, where buckets of sheep’s blood are thrown over soldiers and there are “hate rooms” with photographs of murder, rape and torture, he might have added homicidal maniacs!

Wednesday 9 June 2010

1942 - March

March. No more petrol. Mr Potter missing. Apoplexy desirable in high army posts. Plan for India's future.

Tuesday, March 10th
              Still in bed with sciatica and not much improved. Bad spasms of pain. Have had two injections, which have made it worse.

Thursday, March 12th      
              Tirpitz, sister ship of Bismarck, found off Trondheim and attacked by naval aircraft. Apparently returned to Norwegian base. On Tuesday government published information about Japanese outrages in Hong Kong – rape, murder and torture. Everyone full of fear at what may be happening in Singapore.
              All ordinary petrol to be cut off at end of June and for May and June together shall only get 5 gallons. I remember the first rationing in 1939 and how I went down to Worthing to see Con on the last day of free purchase and got the tank filled in Worthing till it overflowed. Those were the days!
              Wonder how M and I shall manage with no car. Wish I was in better shape for bicycling.

Saturday, March 14th
              Official news of naval action fought north of Java by British, Dutch, American and Australian cruisers and destroyers. The battle went on for a day and a night, and the following day most of the allied fleet had been sunk by numerically superior Japanese. At Tokyo about ten days ago reported a cruiser of Exeter class sunk but hope it is not the Exeter. I had just completed and addressed an answer to Potter’s letter and was about to give it to Miss Hunter to post when she told me of the Japanese story. I took the letter from her hand, then changing my mind gave it back to her and asked her to post it. Afraid my letter was written to some one already dead.

Wednesday, March 18th
        Excellent article in Times by Sir William Beveridge saying that we are handicapped by attempt to run industry by peacetime methods of wage negotiation on labour side and management that must look to shareholders and peacetime position after the war. Must get away from the idea of buying output by high wages often greatly out of relation to conditions in the forces. What we want is not more wage increases but a better spirit, a dynamic (in present jargon), the kind of thing that animated the tank factories in turning out tanks for Russia.
              I wish could write more fully in Diary, but awfully tedious and difficult writing in bed. I completed a month (in bed) to-day – and worse than I was when I started into bargain.

Friday, March 20th
              Daily Mirror put on the mat for saying that high blood pressure, heart disease and apoplexy desirable in higher posts in Army! Also published cartoon implying that oil companies making money out of scarcity caused by shipping losses. A debate on freedom of the press.
              Reading Gospels in bed and listening to classical music on M’s wireless.

Sunday, March 29th
              Day of Prayer, always an ill omen! King broadcast last night, but pauses so long that could not listen to him and turned off. Princess Elizabeth confirmed yesterday, so that may have put him off.
              Raid on St Nazaire by mixed force. Claimed by Germans to be a failure. No communique from our side yet.
              It was sufficiently warm to-day for visitors to have tea in the flat roof outside bedroom – Hilary Daniels, Margaret Sheehan, Wilk, Grandma and Nora. However it was not a success as far as I was concerned as I was unable to see them.

Monday, March 30th
              Raid on St Nazaire seems to have been a success, though impossible to get off all the demolition and landing parties. Germans very rattled as they fired on and sank one of their own AA ships. An old American destroyer filled with explosives was pushed against the lock gates and then blown with a time fuse.
              India plan out this morning. Dominion status with right to secede after war… A courageous, generous and enlightened act of statesmanship; the only pity is it did not come sooner. Hope the hand of friendship has not been held out too late, but don’t think so.

1942 - February

February. Shortages and inefficiency. Economics of evacuees. Soap ration 4oz. German naval feat. Fall of Singapore. Red letter day. Sciatica.

Sunday, Feb 1st
              Snow has been falling steadily again and is now about a foot deep. More tobogganing for Hilary, more sciatica for me !

1942 - January

January. Tears for France. Loss of a cousin. Singapore. Gloomy German press. No tyres to be had. Tobogganing.

January 1st, 1942
New Year’s Day! Have turned up the Diary for 1940-41 and feel like singing a thanksgiving. Last New Year’s Day we were in the middle of the Blitz and without an ally. To-day we have a year’s production in the instruments of war behind us and are a year nearer superiority in weapons.

Sunday 6 June 2010

1941 December

December. Pearl Harbour. Visit from the Gestapo. Prefects' party: a marvellous spread of food. School milk cut off. Dire drink situation. Fall of Hong Kong. "Some chicken; some neck."


Monday, Dec 1st
For the first time today the glass of milk at break was cut off and our domestic milk reduced from 3 to 2 pints. Spent about 3 hours yesterday morning building a cardboard model Spitfire to amuse Hilary, who was in bed with a cough. Have found it difficult to get is 1 lb of oranges on his children’s ration book, but found a small shop in a side street in Reading which had some (S. African). Most carefully weighed out until 3 of the required weight discovered, then the ration book endorsed. Price controlled so only 7 ½ d for 3.             
The Germans have suffered their first defeat on the eastern front at Rostock and they seem well and truly held by the New Zealanders, South Africans and British at Sidi Rezegh.
              A broadcast to Germany yesterday contained the following by L. S. Amery, who was at Harrow with Churchill: “The war linked up the England of today with the England that fought the Spanish Armada, that humbled Louis XIV, that wore down Napoleon. In that new, that eternal England, he [Churchill] by national right came into his own. He is today the spirit of Old England incarnate, with its unshakeable self-confidence, its unfailing sense of humour, its underlying moral earnestness, its unflinching tenacity. Against that unanimity of spirit between leader and nation, the ill-cemented moral fabric of Hitler’s perversion of the German soul must be shattered in the end.”

Tuesday, Dec 2nd
News of new call-up in speech by P.M. tonight. Men from 18 ½ to 51, women from 20 – 30 without option among services. A.T.S. still 170,000 short.
Pictures of Ark Royal sinking today in Times. Sea dead calm. The hierarchy of command still preserved when only a dozen men on the reeling ship, Captain with three others, then yeoman and signals, then 2 ordinary seamen at a respectful distance.

Wednesday, Dec 3rd
The P.M. thus described the munitions time table. First year, nothing at all; second year, very little; third year, quite a lot; fourth year, all you want! We are in the third year, the U.S.A. still in the second year and the Germans started the war in the fourth year!

Friday, Dec 5th
Anniversary (150) of Mozart’s death. Delivered a short talk in assembly, radiogram too decrepit to venture on record.
              Halt to Libyan battle…. Looks as though Germans underestimated again! Light tanks not much use against German medium tanks….. The first round has been a draw. Very disappointing.
              Story of German submarine sunk on its first voyage. Forced to the surface, the ship was abandoned by its captain, who jumped onto the bows of the corvette that was just about to ram. The encouraging thing was that the crew, including the captain, were nearly all inexperienced men and total bag was one Norwegian vessel. It looks as though we are getting down the U-boats and the Germans are having difficulty in getting sufficient trained men.

Saturday, Dec 6th
Were sitting in front of the fire about to begin supper when knocking on garden door began. Switched off light to admit two enormous policemen. Our lights visible reported by lady living in Greys Road. However rang her up, switched them all off; she still reported that she could see them. The Gestapo went outside, and waved torches. Could she see those? No! Gestapo, satisfied but very mystified, departed.
              The Provost of Eton does not welcome the suggestions that we now have a chance to plant a garden round St Paul’s, prefers the old congestion and cluttering up of the cathedral with drapers’ shops and offices. Says the City symbolizes the wealth of the British Empire and this will win the war, and condemns what is pleased to call the “elegant airiness of a seaside resort.”  This followed by a letter from a city postman on the wretched little courts and lanes. Times getting quite democratic! Nora says the Cecils batty anyway.
              Feeling very cross and fed up with war today, also with sciatica, which is hanging about.

Sunday, Dec 7th                           
War in Pacific! At nine o’clock announced that Japan had made an attack on Pearl Harbour in Hawaii, and while the news was still being read added that an attack had also been made on Manila in the Philippines. I can’t understand where the Japanese aircraft came from at Hawaii; they must have been flown off ships.
              First reaction was that this will greatly affect supplies from U.S. to ourselves and might lead them to withdrawal of some naval bases in N. Atlantic. Second that now the Japs will meet something with an air force and not the Chinese, whom they have bombed with impunity for so long. Third that after all this may stir up the American industries really to get going and make possible cuts in civilian consumption for the benefit of wartime industries.
              Hilary very anxious about the fate of Santa Claus; has Father Christmas been called up? If he is in the army will be able to deliver the goods this year? He may not have been called up, but there is precious little in the toy shops, no children’s bricks of any kind.

Monday, Dec 8th                           
Tonight I have just listened to the speech of President Roosevelt to Congress, recorded two hours earlier, asking for a declaration of war on Japan. This was preceded at nine by a talk by Churchill.
              The speech by the president was tremendously applauded, though the applause sounded a bit hysterical. Very serious damage has apparently been done at Pearl Harbour and there have been over 3,000 casualties. An old battleship capsized and other units were damaged, also hangars were destroyed on the airfield. As negotiations were still being carried on, no attack was expected, and in any case the aircraft carriers, in view of the distance of Hawaii from Japanese territory, must have sailed for days, and the whole treacherous trick been planned weeks before. It is not good enough. We must clean these blighters up and finish with them once and for all. We ought in the end be able to do it – we have with us India, U.S.A., China and Russia, four fifths of the human race.
              Siam was invaded and apparently caved in so we shall have them on our borders in Burma. Landings have taken place in northern Malaya. Singapore, Hong Kong, Manila, Guam, Wake Island have been bombed.
              I must quote the actual expressions of Roosevelt and Churchill tomorrow when I have the text.
Tuesday, Dec 9th
              The embargo on trade with Japan was placed last July after the invasion of Indo-China. The attack was decided upon when General Tojo came into power about six weeks ago. It is not a desperate move but carefully calculated. The pre-blockade supplies have now been turned into munitions. To wait meant a relative decrease in resources while the democracies grow stronger. The talks in Washington were a smokescreen….. The main attacks (it seems) were made against 1) the American advanced naval base at Pearl Harbour to prevent naval actions further west and 2) against the Korea isthmus. Not certain yet whether their objective will be Malaya, which is strongly held, or Burma. The surrender of Thailand will place large stocks of rice, and tin, teak and rubber in smaller quantities, at their disposal.
              Tonight there is severe and confused fighting in N. Malaya and convoys of troops landing on Siam territory near Malayan frontier.
              We have almost forgotten Libya. Here however Rommel has decided to withdraw his armoured forces westward and we are clearing the area between Tobruk and the frontier.
              Before Moscow the front holds…..The Russians believe the Germans are at last fully extended and will not be able to keep up the present rate of oil expenditure for many months. It looks as though the German offensive in the Caucasus was started with inadequate resources and has been easily defeated by Timoshenko.

Thursday, Dec 11th                           
              We had a very bad blow yesterday. At one o’clock it was announced that by the B.B.C. that our new battleship, the Prince of Wales, and the battle cruiser Repulse had been sunk off Malaya. The staff (at school) had not heard the news, so once again as in the summer of 1940 I brought it over from lunch to the common room….. We have learnt more today from a review of the war by the P.M…..  The ships had steamed north to attack the transports, but had been observed from the air. There was cloud cover but this cleared and high level attacks were made and the ships were both hit. This was followed by an attack of 27 torpedo aircraft, at least 7 of these were destroyed by A.A. fire, but some torpedoes struck the battleships.  The Repulse sunk first, the Prince of Wales listed then sank later. Fortunately they did not blow up and well over 2,000 men have been brought into Singapore by escorting destroyers. ….This is the worst naval disaster we have suffered for many years, far worse than the loss of the battle cruisers at Jutland…..
              (On Libya the P.M. said) that although the battle was longer than expected we were now in a position to reach a decision, now was a struggle of attrition necessarily unfavourable for aircraft had been drawn off from Russia. The enemy was valiant and skilful, but was worthy of the doom awaiting him. It was General Auchinleck’s battle. In the critical days of Nov 24th to 26th he had himself gone to the battle headquarters and the general of the 8th Army, Cunningham, was relieved of his post suffering from strain and a young man of 44, General Ritchie, put in his place.
              It was clear that Hitler’s attack on Russia was one of the outstanding blunders of history. The campaign for the oil of Baku had failed and the Russians had recovered supremacy on the Moscow front.
              Roosevelt: “Not only must the shame of the Japanese treachery be wiped out but the forces of brutality, wherever they exist, must be absolutely and finally broken. There is no such thing as serenity for any nation, or any individual, in a world ruled by the principles of gangsterism. We are going to win the war, and we are going to win the peace that follows. And in the dark hours of this day, and in the dark hours that may be yet to come, we shall know that the vast majority of members of the human race are on our side. Many of these are fighting with us. All of them are praying for us.”
              M said last night how sad it was to think that there was no part of the world left where people were leading peaceful and normal lives. The war had spread everywhere. On the other hand we feel uplifted and supported by the knowledge that all those who have suffered aggression from 1931 to 1941 now stand together….. and we must, we can, we shall prevail over the evil men who have increasingly traded upon our past irresolution, disunity, short sightedness and cowardice.

Friday, Dec12th
More details on loss of two ships…… Shore-based fighters turned up about an hour too late. There were no naval aircraft in action and the 7 Jap aircraft destroyed fell to the ships’ A.A. fire. In spite of P.M.’s statement that in his opinion what was done was rightly and wisely done and risked in the circumstances, it does look as though conditions were not comparable to attacks in the Mediterranean, where our battleships have always  had fighter support and protection and not been left to cope with air attack by A.A. fire only.
              From Russia there is excellent news. The Germans have announced that the offensive is called off till the spring, but this has been forced on them by the miserable conditions of German troops. Typhus is raging, The Germans are retreating locally to strengthen their lines, but are faced with the risk of a really large scale disaster.
              In Libya the enemy is still strong, but severely mauled and, largely stripped of his armour, is retreating westwards…..

Saturday, Dec 13th
              The Prefects Party tonight from 3.30 – 8.30, a gift from the so few to the so many! The boys and girls did charades, one represented the meeting of Churchill (in paper cap) and Roosevelt (in trilby), the ship’s cat being represented by Peacock, the smallest of the prefects. There was a marvelous spread of food (considering), mince pies, sandwiches, jellies, trifles etc.
              85,000 Germans have been killed and 1,400 tanks destroyed in latest attempt to encircle and capture Moscow…

Monday, Dec 15th
51 German divisions said to be in retreat on Moscow front……Of the objects with which the campaign in the east was started, 1) Moscow, 2) Leningrad, 3) the Caucasus and 4) the Ukraine, only the last has been partially achieved.
              In Libya Germans have decided to stand. This is apparently not a rearguard action but a halt to the retreat westwards.

Tuesday, Dec 16th                           
At last we have an official account of the damage done at Pearl Harbour. The casualty list very severe with 2,729 men killed, but the loss in ships was less than expected. The Arizona, a battleship, destroyed and Oklahoma capsized but can be repaired, a target ship was sunk and three destroyers. No aircraft carriers were damaged and the rest of the fleet was uninjured and is at sea.
              At Christmas Westminster Abbey will hold a midnight service, but as the only illumination will be altar candles the congregation are advised to bring torches too!
    Reading another book on the fall of France by a journalist, Louis Levy - ends: “The breath of revolution will blow again over France, and that revolution will complete the victory of Great Britain and the democracies.  Friends of the Anglo-Saxon lands, democrats of all the world, you shall have your France again, our France, the France of which Gabriele d’Annunzio said one day that without her ‘the world would be alone’”.

Wednesday, Dec 18th
Today after supper heard The Barber of Seville on the wireless. N remarked how utterly remote from our world this romantic stuff is – Seville by Starlight – and how completely out of date many of the books on our shelves now seem. Quite true. On the other hand pointed out that to live on both sides of a gulf in history is very interesting. Besides if we can defeat the enemy we with our allies have a good chance to set the world on a new path of permanent peace and international co-operation.  

Friday, Dec 19th
To be wise after the event is very easy, but it does seem that the fact that the Pearl Harbour Base was not on the alert will want some explanation…. Hope we can hold on to Singapore. … Hong Kong cannot hold very long. Tonight the Japs have landed on the island.

Christmas Day                           
Had a cockerel with Brussels sprouts, Christmas pudding, brandy sauce and a bottle of Sauterne. Decorated the table with a big bunch of winter jasmine and iris stylosa. The daphne was in bud but not fully out. Nora managed to make a Christmas cake with some chocolate coating on top. No fruit (except apples). When I went to buy the Sauterne found the wine merchant had no port, no sherry, no whisky, no brandy, no Burgundy, and only 3 bottles of claret, of which I had one. He told me he was accustomed to sell 1,000 bottled of “British blended wine” – this year had 3 dozen.
              I spent last weekend after term was over in London (with M). A marvelous concert at the Albert Hall on Sunday pm, Tchaikovsky Symphony in F minor. Rather dark at night as no moon. Very noticeable that all the railings gone from parks and squares, a great improvement. After lunch on Sunday went to see St Paul’s. Although the shells of some houses stand in the churchyard and act as a screen, there is nothing between Newgate and the Cathedral. All that space looks like a newly excavated Pompeii. In Bond St, Jermyn Street and other places large tanks have been made out of the cellars, 10 or 12ft deep looking again like the Roman Baths at Bath….. Father used to go to a Turkish bath in Jermyn Street called the Hammam. The site of this revealed by one solitary Moorish arch standing all by itself.
              Listened to the King in the afternoon. Rather more religious than usual. P.M. in U.S.A. conferring with the President – great secret how he got there – swam the Atlantic perhaps!
              Had one thing this Christmas new since last year, viz. tinned American milk in my tea….Thick stuff, but quite good in coffee, not so good in tea.
              Wrote last Christmas Day in my Diary, “Where shall we be next Christmas? Victory, defeat or stalemate?” Well here we are! Not victorious it is true, but certainly not in position of stalemate. The foundations of victory laid and victory itself, though not near, certainly in sight, if still a long way ahead. Position since last Christmas altogether changed by the help of our two allies, Russia and the U.S.A. The tide has changed on the Russian front and the Germans are in danger of a rout. Without any warning the German public told last week that their eastern armies were outnumbered and lacked equipment, especially warm clothing. Hitler, announcing this, assumed supreme command and dismissed General von Brauschitz. Consider this an excellent sign of internal disagreement between Fuhrer and High Command. Von B popular, supposed to have considered Russian offensive too late in the year and to have warned Hitler of danger of continuing the attack in October at the time that he announced the grand, final and decisive battle for the capture of Moscow.
              Fall of Hong Kong announced this evening.

Friday, Dec 26th                            
Just listened to a broadcast of a historic occasion, brought about by that magician A. Hitler. A British prime minister addressing the Senate and House of Representatives of the United State of America at a special session in Washington. Shades of Lord North!
              Today is very cold with a bitter east wind. Hilary’s cough troublesome and he has been rubbed with camphorated oil and put to bed. The lodgers have lately been more of a menace for Peter Alp’s masses of toys have been a constant source of envy to Hilary and this Christmas, war and all, he has had speedboats, submarines, pistols, and I don’t know what. Our paper chains, Christmas tree and everything else inferior to Peter’s! Am resolved on one thing. Next Christmas, come what may, I will see to it that the Alps are not here. Living in one room in this year of grace 1941 is a frightful strain on the temper and a terrible waste of time. In the summer things are much easier, one can go out in the garden, or write in one’s bedroom, but as soon as winter begins one can’t keep warm in one’s room. I am writing this to a background of Nora reading a story of Fanny Fieldmouse in a loud voice to Hilary. In the course of the day the room is disordered by “trains” or “houses”, the gramophone is played, one is howled over, the long-suffering furniture is jumped off and run into again and again, at intervals there are sobs, crying and grumbling. Then there is the wireless. The table has to be got out at meals. Quelle vie!

Sunday, Dec 28th
Churchill has made a great impression in the U.S.A. and inspired everyone with his vision of Anglo-American co-operation in war and in peace. He made an excellent short speech at the Christmas Tree lighting in the grounds of the White House, to which he turned out, and was present when the President did his annual reading of Dickens’ Christmas Carol. He attended a Wesleyan Methodist church with him. In the Senate he closed his speech by making the V sign and this brought everyone to their feet.
              He told a group of Congressmen that he thought it quite likely that Germany would attempt an invasion this spring, but added that our information on German movements is good and the concentrations would be heavily battered by the R.A.F before they got started.
        “Beauty has ramparts nothing can destroy.” Line written on a scrap of paper found in an air raid shelter after a raid last winter. Heard this Christmas from Margaret Burton. Her 17th century house, which survived the Fire of London, succumbed in the end to the Huns. In the April blitz it nearly caught, in the May blitz it was finally burnt down, and nearly all Margaret’s possessions with it.
              The Russians have had a victory in front of Leningrad and have captured Kaluga, south-west of Moscow. Have advanced 130 miles since their offensive started three weeks ago. At the same time Hitler announced he has assumed surpreme command of the army and bade German people follow his  ”intuitions”. Goebels appealed for boots, socks, stockings and vests and all-over woolen underwear !
             
Monday, Dec 29th
A successful commando raid against Norwegian coast south of Bergen and a bombing attack on synthetic rubber factory in Ruhr. Sciatica very nasty today. Nora left for Eastbourne till Friday . Hilary better but very bored in house. Played pin bagatelle, 1000 up.

Tuesday, Dec 30th  -
Just listened to Churchill speaking in English and French to the Parliament in Ottawa. After remarking that if the French government had decided to go to N. Africa we would have had an overwhelming naval superiority in the Mediterranean and could have knocked Italy out there by the end of 1940, he added that the French generals gave bad advice: to Churchill’s offer of help when they said in three weeks Hitler will ring England’s neck like a chicken. [”Some chicken! Some neck!Churchill famously retorted in his speech in Canada]
              Perhaps the most significant event of this year will be considered the failure of the German armies before Moscow and Rostov.

1941 November

November. School going downhill. Listening to Roosevelt and Stalin on the wireless. Poppy prices up. "Closing net of doom." Points. Snobbery in the A.T.S. Desert war. 

Tuesday, Nov 4th                           
Russian news bad….Against Moscow they are reported to be preparing a new offensive when the ground hardens. There are contradictory reports from Sweden of elaborate preparations for winter campaign and lack of warm clothes, blankets etc for army, discouragement of German soldiers at length of campaign.
              Weather here still very cold and rheumatism in night has been very troublesome.

Wednesday, Nov 5th
Guy Fawkes Day but unlike last year no bombs or warnings. Heard one siren for weekend of half term, the first for a very long time. Hope will arrive to have a firework party in peace for Hilary, but to quote [Sir Edward] Grey, or to misquote him, “It will be a long time before the lamps are relit in Europe” and we have rockets, Catherine wheels, Roman Candles and other delights.
              Germans pressing on Moscow and the south….French convoy from Madagascar and Indo China intercepted off South Africa. Probably carrying contraband for Germany….Still bombing steadily in Germany and N. France….Though no detail given, the Navy is destroying U-boats and 1,276 men from submarines are prisoners. The largest convoy ever to cross the Atlantic recently arrived without loss.

Friday, Nov 7th                           
Last night had the pleasure of listening to both Roosevelt and Uncle Joe Stalin on the same B.B.C. programme. Roosevelt speaking in the White House to the International Labour Office meeting, Stalin in Moscow to celebrate the anniversary of the 1917 revolution.
Roosevelt: “I extend the hand of courage to the delegates of these organizations whose leaders are today languishing in concentration camps for having dared to stand up for ideals without which no civilization can survive….The epic stand of the Britain, China and Russia shall receive the full support of the peoples of the Americas.”
              Listening to the quiet and measured voice I felt filled with the certainty of victory, for no system based on force and tyranny can in the long run prevail against the free tradition of Europe for it has and can find no moral foundation in consent. This is the lesson of Napoleon, it will be the lesson of Hitler.
              Stalin’s speech was confident. …He said the enemy’s strength was failing, there was no disunity in Russia, their power was growing as fresh resources came up. The coalition of G.B., the U.S.A. and the U.S.S.R., must give them a preponderance over Germany.
              A deadlock seems to have developed in front of Moscow owing to the difficulty of developing supply lines… Still the Germans are still hoping to reach the Kremlin before winter.

Saturday, Nov 8th
A heavy loss of bombers over Germany last night – 37 – said to be due to appalling weather conditions, cold and electric storms, 23 degrees of frost inside some of the cockpits.
              Goebels has announced that this is not only Germany’s greatest chance, it is her last chance, and that Germany must experience an inferno if the war ends in a German defeat. Has this vile and wicked man seen the warning light or is it simply his way of trying to keep up the spirits of Germans faced with a third winter of war?

Sunday, Nov 9th                                         
              On domestic front fortunes are at a low ebb. Hilary has had one cold and now has another after being back at school for a week. Nora is thoroughly run down and has a frightful cold that she cannot shake off. The one consoling feature is that I am not in bed with sciatica.
              Senate has voted to reverse the Neutrality Act…. Ships – armed – to enter war zones.

Monday, Nov 10th
Churchill in Mansion House speech said that R.A.F. now equal in size to German air force. Not bad considering that before war we were promised by Baldwin an air fore equal to any within striking distance of our shores and it has taken two years of hard work under war conditions to reach parity.
              Hitler in address at Munich on anniversary of the Beerhall putsch called Churchill “a crazy drunkard.”

Tuesday, Nov 11th                           
Armistice Day. For first time since I have been here did not keep the two minutes silence at 11, but had a special assembly with lesson and hymns – Ein Feste Burg, and the King, O God, to Thee his heart upraiseth. Told the children they must have faith in the victorious end to the war and hope that the peace will be laid on better foundations than in 1919. Poppies were sold as usual, but their cost was 3d instead of the usual 1d.
              Thought of previous Armistice Days. 1918, the sirens and hooters all going off at eleven, the flags appearing, the swarming crowds in London streets, the King and Queen driving down the Mall, lined with German cannon, from Buckingham Palace; standing inside the nave of St Paul’s Cathedral at evensong that night. Armistice Day at college, sitting in dark room reading during the silence; at St John’s Leatherhead, a chapel service followed by O.T.C. parade and the Last Post, myself in gown and hood and condemning and disliking military commemoration; the years of conciliation, Briand, Stresemann and Austin Chamberlain, Locarno and the League; Leicester, where there was no official celebration as the University College was post-war, the rise of the Nazis and gathering anxiety; first Armistice Day at Henley where started a ceremony at the school and promptly had trouble with the governors; the futility of the late thirties, opportunities missed, Europe slipping steadily down the hill, but the ceremony becoming more and more of a mockery as hope faded away, or turned into the false will o’ the wisp of appeasement and the betrayal of Austria, Spain, Czechoslovakia. As we sowed, so we reap.
              The P.M. spoke of “the closing net of doom”. “The condition of Europe is terrible in the last degree. Hitler’s firing parties are busy every day in a dozen countries; Norwegians, Belgians, Frenchmen, Dutch, Poles, Czechs, Serbs, Croats, Slovenes, Greeks, and above all in scale, Russians are being butchered by the thousand and the tens of thousands after they have surrendered, while individual and mass executions in all these countries have become part of the regular German routine.”
              Oranges are to be seen in shops but they are only for children,. Hilary has asked for his but none has come to Henley.

Tuesday, Nov 18th                           
Have been waiting for fresh supply of paper. As so very short and great drive for paper for munitions ordered enough to last for about three years of this Diary at present rate of writing, or duration of war?
              A new scheme of rationing to cover tinned stuffs such as sardines has been introduced. This is by “points”, as with clothing coupons, and aims at preventing unfair supplementing of rations by buying tins. Got so many sardines that inclined to turn up nose at them; won’t be able to any longer.
              School children to have 40 extra coupons between 16 and 14, but lower in age only if they are over 5ft 3 in height or over 7 stone 12. It all means clerical work for P.B. schoolmasters. Matches are very short and sticks very thin. Our last supply came from China by some devious route.
              Trouble with Hilary today. Refused to go to school in afternoon, so was sent to bed instead. Does not appear to be bullied or unhappy when he gets there, but does not like hard work.
            School going downhill, especially boys, who have proved singularly unable to run their own games and have failed to produce any leaders. Said to Miss Hunter today that the lower middle class do produce the most ghastly collection of stiffs without any kind of standard. Everything done more and more in most slipshod fashion.
              Great efforts being made to recruit women for industry or A.T.S. Talks on wireless, posters etc. Every unmarried woman of 20 - 25 must be expected to be called on. Meanwhile A.T.S. still in very bad odour; how far justified do not know, but food, housing, medical attention all very unsatisfactory, not to mention methods of choosing officers for “society” reasons. One poster of a girl withdrawn because considered too fast and full of sex appeal and one at present in use substituted. This of very young and serious woman looking upward. Tonight on wireless a woman said at a time when we are all walking on the edge of a precipice women must come forward to release men for the army. Other people say that interviewing boards up to Ministry of Labour have been too much run by men, and women have not been given the lead by women of recognized position instead of being exhorted or bullied by men.
              The biggest event of the past week the amendments to the Neutrality Act by House of Representatives in U.S.A. to permit sailing of American ships in war zones and their arming. American ships can now sail direct to Liverpool or Glasgow and into Mediterranean.  This males it certain that arms and food provided under lend lease will reach us and carries the undeclared war against Germany a stage further.
              Churchill’s speeches are usually unlucky: just after he had announced that a fleet of heavy ships was ready for the Indian Ocean, the Ark Royal was torpedoed just east of Gibraltar….. All the crew of 1,600 except one man saved. That is the third aircraft carrier lost, the others, Glorious and Courageous, were lost in the first year.

Wednesday, Nov 19th
P.M. on starting for last journey to France (then in dissolution) suddenly turned to his butler and said, “Get my heavy pistol for me.” His secretary asked him why he wanted it. “Well,” he said, “if we are attacked by the enemy I may be able to account for at least one German.”

Thursday, Nov 20th
The beginning of an offensive in Libya was announced, about 20 days earlier than last year. P.M. made a statement in the House, said the peculiar conditions of the desert made the movement of armoured forces more resemble the movements of fleets at sea, that the object was the destruction of the armoured units of the enemy, that the clash between these units could not be long delayed and that for the first time in this war we should be meeting the Germans on even terms….

Friday, Nov 21st
P.M.’s message to all ranks: “His Majesty’s confidence that they will do their duty with the exemplary devotion in this supremely important battle which is before them….the Desert Army may add a page to history that will rank with Blenheim and with Waterloo. The eyes of the nation are upon you. All our hearts are with you. May God uphold the right.”
              No news tonight. The battle between tanks fairly joined yesterday afternoon…. Situation spoken of as “confused”. Not a good sign!

Saturday, Nov 22nd
The battle continues in Libya.
              Had letter from Molly tonight. She and four others are drivers in the W.R.N.S. (at the RN station at St Merryn near Padstow). They have two Vauxhalls, a Morris 10 and 25 ton lorry, a bike and an ambulance. Someone always has to be on duty day and night in the ambulance and  if there is any flying the driver has actually to sit in it. There are also some routine trips with mails and anything from fetching fish to driving the captain on his rounds. They are billeted in an hotel and fetched by bus each morning.

Sunday, Nov 23rd
News in Libya still good. Battles between tanks continue and we have cut in behind and between the German armoured forces….Trying, waiting for news when on this battle so much depends. The prize of victory is the control of North Africa, the future of the French empire, the control of the central Mediterranean, perhaps the collapse of Vichy and Italy, the sea route to Russia through the Near East.
              Rostov has been occupied by the enemy. The threat to the Caucasus grows….. The present battle for Moscow said to be “the biggest”, but there have been so many battles on the eastern front described this way that I am getting cautious.
              Joad [C.E.M. Joad, philosopher] tonight on the Brains Trust said he became a writer so that when he became too old to write he would have something to read. Shall I be forced to read the Diary in my old age (if reached)?
              Hilary asked today whether if we won this battle the war would be over. Had to admit that this improbable.. Milk still to be had from dairyman, who does very well and there seems to be no shortage here so far. Still get milk at school for break, too. Ration 2 pints per person per week plus condensed milk.
              Ethiopian music tonight – thought at first it was our Scottish allies on their bagpipes!

Wednesday, Nov 26th
The first round of tank battle seems to have been indecisive and both sides are bringing up reinforcements. The Germans have made a raid into Egyptian territory with an armoured column. The garrison at Tobruk have sallied out but seem to be stuck. The losses on both sides in tanks said to have been heavy. We still have air superiority though here enemy has been reinforced. Obviously the task before us was very different from last year.

Friday, Nov 28th
The fighting (in the desert) must be quite unlike anything seen in military history and seems to resemble a fantasy of Wells - units charging each other out of the blue, attacking and making off again to reappear somewhere else. The armoured forces are now much reduced by losses and mechanical breakdowns…. It all seems rather like a huge game of chess. Infantry caught by tanks can only surrender when the field gun ammunition is exhausted. Tanks can only be checked by tanks of similar value as “pieces” on the battle chessboard, and pieces of all ranks turn up to play their part on unexplored squares. Whatever point the game has reached, there has been no decision yet.
              Meanwhile the enemy continues to creep nearer to Moscow….
              Teachers while engaged on their job (of education) are also expected to be billeting officers, wardens, Home Guards, firewatchers, national service secretaries, scoutmasters, club leaders, A.T.C. in industry, milk distributors, meal caterers, second hand clothes merchants, concert party organizers, etc. This pointed out in a letter to Times from one of my first students at Leicester (University College of)

Sunday, Nov 30th
Announced that there is to be no Boxing Day holiday this year, only Christmas Day. Beaverbrook said in Glasgow that we aim for 30,000 tanks in 1943. The Germans already have that number!
Have been reading an account of the control room at one of the fighter stations near London in summer of 1940, Readiness at Dawn. Could not put it down. The author a middle aged pilot of last war who returned as a volunteer reservist to help in the operations room. The men in the operations room put the flights in the air at the orders of the Group, always seeing that as one flight goes off the next in the squadron is brought from available to ready. They direct the flight leader by radio telephone until he is in contact with the enemy, follow the battle and bring the flight back to base. All they see is the plotting of the movements of the enemy on the great floor map from the reports of the Observer Corps; all they hear is the Tally-ho when the enemy is sighted and the orders of the flight leader to his men; but from their own experience they can imagine the flight high up in the clouds speeding towards the point of interception with the enemy.
              The battle in Libya seems to be sorting itself out a bit…..Our air force in Libya is on top of the Germans and the Beauforts, the most heavily armed fighters in existence, are knocking the guts out of the German dive bombers. This air superiority together with better communications and bigger supplies from Suez than the Germans can get from Tripoli should give us victory in the end…..
              The Russians have freed Rostock and forced the Germans to retreat in disorder….. The Russians also counter-attacking in Moscow area where the Germans are reported to have massed forty-nine divisions. English tanks are reputed to have reached this point.
              Japan still hesitating on the brink of war…..

Diarist’s note added in 1964.

“Crusader” - Based on The Desert Generals by Corelli Barnett, 1964

Causes of defeat.
GB a social democracy and a first class industrial power but army remained preserve of the gentry. This led to the dominance of the horse and cavalry regiments. The officer class were naturally conservative.

1920-39
R.A.F. and Army fighting a battle for money. Radicals in Army baulked at destroying cavalry and used false analogy that armour performed the role of cavalry – i.e., shock action (the charge) and mobile exploitation (the pursuit).
              The Royal Tank Regt had worked out an alternative to armour as cavalry and had worked out the techniques, but soldiers preferred to be commanded by “gentlemen”. Tank men became extremists and argued that tanks alone would decide tank-to-tank battle.
“No coherent systems of tactics came out of this uneasy marriage between tanks alone and tanks as cavalry….. No tank commander will go far wrong if he places his  gun within range of the enemy” – Gott.
              The Germans would not commit themselves to a tank-to-tank battle, but coordinated infantry, anti-tank guns and field artillery and would not be drawn. They attacked by pushing forward a mixed force and then fighting defensively on the ground occupied. When on defensive, policy to draw tanks onto their guns and then counter attack with tanks.
              German tanks superior in mechanical design and reliability, recovery services, telescopic sights and anti-tank artillery, especially 88mm anti-aircraft gun used as anti-tank gun. The British tanks tried to get at the German armour and its lorried infantry and artillery in a cavalry “charge” and were shot to a standstill by anti-tank guns. On November 1941, out of 450 (tanks) 300 were lost.